My Lord I feel desperate with alienation

As much as I join as much as I feel fragmentation

As much as I save as much as I feel in need

As much as I dominate as much I’m down indeed

As much as I eat as much as I feel hungry

As much as I program as much as I feel angry

“Oh my  Lord,  where is  the  escape  now?”

“My    servant,    reality   is    not   how.

It  is   not   without;   it  is  not   within;

It  has  no  more  or   less   or  between.

Reality    is    boundless    and    infinite.

Don’t  think  that  this  world  is  in   it.”

You are looking for Me with obstacles

While I am inside you, you don’t need miracles

You are looking for Love that should grow

While I am the greatest in constant flow

“Oh my Lord! What  shall   I  do   here?”

The   silent  words  were  loud  and  clear:

“Remove the sandals of your  snobbism.

Do    not    focus   on    metamorphism.

Enter    my    kingdom    with   humility.

Do    not    challenge     my    Sublimity.

                                                     Put   no  conditions   on   your   voyage,

As   I   did   without   your   knowledge.

The world’s splendor is with generosity

Your giving gestures  are  its  limpidity

That is  the   expansion  of   the   hearts,

And  the   mirror  of   the   world  starts.

You    will    see    everybody     melting

In   an  eternal   beauty,  then   changing

As   alchemy   from   copper   to   gold.”

These  are the  ingredients  of  the   Lord,

My    God!    How beautiful    You   are!

How  naïve  I   am,  and  I  deny  so  far!

How can I forget your remembrance?

How can I validate your presence?

How     immense    is    your    kindness!

How   my   existence    was    worthless!